Saturday, January 8, 2011, 11:35 AM
When things that you least expected, it really happened.
I've already looking forward to the pay day yesterday and its delayed to the next month.
Can you imagine how I felt at that very moment?
You're not even in my shoes, so some of you may never understood how I felt.
When I started to think how am I supposed to survive till 7th February, my heart dropped.
My mind went blank. I don't even know what to do.
I'm left with $5 in my wallet. I'm not even kidding.
My ez-link is left with barely $5.
How am I supposed to go to work like this?
I skipped lunch, literally just to save up my last every penny.
Oh yes, I break down during lunch time.
It sucks totally.
I don't asked for sympathy.
Sometimes, people can never really understand how tough my life is.
Everytime people says they are "broke", do they really understand that meaning?
Despite being broke, they can even shopped around. They have parents that can give them money.
For me, I'm not one of them.
Eversince grandparents stayed with us, expenses went doubled.
Its not even the first week of the month, my dad's pay is left with 1/4.
Imagine that.
Its so tough when you don't get any pocket money from parents and you need to support yourself and even the family.
And yet again after work, I tried to ask the manager about the pay, and I told her I don't have any more money, I break down again.
Dammit.
She sincerely wanna lend me her money, and of course I rejected her.
I'm not begging for money from people, I just need that money to survive.
Tell me, with $5 till 7th February?
Tell me how?
:'(
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