What are words?

Thursday, May 20, 2010, 11:27 PM

My blog and tumblr is my companion. The one that I can pen down everything deep inside my heart.

I wished that the clock will turn back like before. But i know it is just my wishful thinking.
I remembered the good times we've spend together. It is just left with memories.

This is the only way I could say it to you.

Did you ever still.....Nurul Nirza
Remember when we start contacting back out of sudden?
Remember when you said you have been waiting me all along?
Remember when you said that you waited for me to be single and you will win my heart back?
Remember when you asked me out for the very 1st time for the past 3 years for a movie? 2012?
Remember when you were by my side when I was facing the darkness in my life?
Remember when you said you have always loved me ever since we separated the 1st time?
Remember when you send me back home because you care about my safety?
Remember when we chatted online till the wee mornings?
Remember when we went to school together?
Remember when you bought for me cookies from subway?
Remember the 2nd movie that we had? The Christmas Carol?
Remember when we went to Tampines, you were there with Mariam, to support me?
Remember when we fight, we make it up?
Remember when i cried, you console me?
Remember when I hanged up the phone, you keep calling me back without fail?
Remember when we had our 1st ever countdown together? You and me?
Remember when had planned for our 1st oversea trip together?
Remember when we planned to go out with little Sugi?
Remember our 1st swimming and gym session?
Remember when you whisper that you loved me in my ear?
Remember when you say that you loved me everyday without fail?
Remember when we had cheese fries session near the poolside?
Remember when you wake up each morning, to send me to school?
Remember when we went to Keppel Bay, for the 1st time?
Remember when I was your alarm clock?
Remember when I was your pillion?
Remember when we went to Jurong Hill for the 1st time?
Remember when you hugged me when I cried, you kiss me when you said you love me, and you kissed my forehead when you dote on me?
Remember when you said that you will never ever let me go?
Remember when you said our relationship will last forever?
Remember when you said that you will care me?
Remember the last time I kissed you, on Friday 14 May? That was the last time I met you.

You even went to her house to pass her chocolates so that she can enjoy her GG time? Did you ever did that to me Nurul Nirza?My house is only a few blocks away. You didn't even pass me my favourite ice-cream or siew mai.You didn't. How could you do this to me? Now I know why you're letting me go. You're incredibly CRUEL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I always dream of you doing such surprises to me but.........

Why do you have to let me go? Why Nurul Nirza? How could you?
You would never ever let me go if you really loved me because the good times are the time that let me close my eyes about the bad times.
But I guess I was wrong. You never remember these good times we spent before.
I need to rebuild my life back. Do you know it isn't easy? And now you can easily enjoy after letting me go so easily?